Thoughts From My Past

I used to avoid conflict and keep my opinion to myself,
Especially when I was still living with my now ex-husband.
It's true, it did start a war within me.
A lot of questions, uncertainties and eventually depression.
The feeling that you don't deserve to be happy, you don't deserve to be loved.
The feeling that it is my responsibility to make other people happy but myself.

So I learned late in life that we need to express what we feel,
It is our right to to be happy. 😍😘


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